Monday, December 13, 2004

A Great Christmas Gift!

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Yellow ribbons tied around trees and red, white and blue
stickers on the backs SUVs saying "Support our Troops"
are things that make some feel good but do nothing
for the men and women actually in uniform.

Please consider doing the following:


The government doesn't pay long distance phone charges and wounded
soldiers are rationing their calls home.

Many will be there throughout the holidays.
Really support our troops --Send phone cards of any amount to:
Medical Family Assistance Center
Walter Reed Medical Center
6900 Georgia Avenue, NW
Washington, DC 20307-5001

Any amount even $5 is greatly appreciated.
Walmart has good prices on AT&T cards, Costco, and Sams Club are
evenbetter, if you are a member.







THE SANDS OF CHRISTMAS
By Michael Marks

I had no Christmas spirit when I breathed a weary sigh,
and looked across the table where the bills were piled too high.
The laundry wasn't finished and the car I had to fix,
My stocks were down another point, the Chargers lost by six.

And so with only minutes till my son got home from school
I gave up on the drudgery and grabbed a wooden stool.
The burdens that I carried were about all I could take,
and so I flipped the TV on to catch a little break.

I came upon a desert scene in shades of tan and rust,
No snowflakes hung upon the wind, just clouds of swirling dust.
And where the reindeer should have stood before a laden sleigh,
eight Humvees ran a column right behind an M1A.

A group of boys walked past the tank, not one was past his teens,
Their eyes were hard as polished flint, their faces drawn and lean.
They walked the street in armor with their rifles shouldered tight,
their dearest wish for Christmas, just to have a silent night.

Other soldiers gathered, hunkered down against the wind,
To share a scrap of mail and dreams of going home again.
There wasn't much at all to put their lonely hearts at ease,
They had no Christmas turkey, just a pack of MREs.

They didn't have a garland or a stocking I could see,
They didn't need an ornament--they lacked a Christmas tree.
They didn't have a present even though it was tradition,
the only boxes I could see were labeled "ammunition."

I felt a little tug and found my son now by my side,
He asked me what it was I feared, and why it was I cried.
I swept him up into my arms and held him oh so near
and kissed him on the forehead as I whispered in his ear.

There's nothing wrong my little son, for safe we sleep tonight,
our heroes stand on foreign land to give us all the right,
to worry on the things in life that mean nothing at all,
instead of wondering if we will be the next to fall.

He looked at me as children do and said it's always right,
to thank the ones who help us and perhaps that we should write.
And so we pushed aside the bills and sat to draft a note,
to thank the many far from home, and this is what we wrote:

God bless you all and keep you safe, and speed your way back home.
Remember that we love you so, and that you're not alone.
The gift you give you share with all, a present every day,
You give the gift of liberty and that we can't repay.

Copyright 2003 Michael Marks: "I freely submit this poem for reprint without
reservation--this is an open and grateful tribute to the men and women who
serve every day to keep our nation safe."


Wednesday, December 8, 2004

YOU CAN NOW OBTAIN A FREE CREDIT REPORT ONCE A YEAR. 

This is a good time to see what companies see when they pull your credit when you apply for a car loan, home loan or just a simple credit card.  It's also a good tool to use to "clean up" any negative stuff on your report.  The credit report is free and you can also obtain your "credit score" for a nominal fee.

As Martha Stewart would say, "IT'S A GOOD THING!"

Daily Affirmation

 

To laugh often and love much;
to win the respect of
intelligent persons and the
affection of children, to
earn the approbation of
honest critics; to appreciate
beauty; to give of one's self,
to leave the world a bit better,
whether by a healthy child,
a garden patch or a redeemed
social condition; to have
played and laughed with
enthusiasm and sung with
exultation; to know even one
life has breathed easier
because you have lived--
that is to have succeeded.
                Ralph Waldo Emerson
     

Lawmakers: Pharmacists inflating Medicaid charges

WASHINGTON (AP) -- Pharmacists are taking advantage of Medicaid pricing rules to reap two and three times their cost for generic medicines, lawmakers said Tuesday.

"Evidence gathered by the committee suggests that Medicaid reimbursement is more generous than that of most private payers," said Rep. Joe Barton, R-Texas, chairman of the House Energy and Commerce Committee. The panel's investigation into Medicaid drug prices was the subject of a hearing Tuesday.

Information supplied by five large retail pharmacy chains showed that drug stores paid an average of 22 cents for seven widely prescribed generic medicines, but received 56 cents in reimbursements from Medicaid, the investigation found.

Medicaid, the government health care program for the poor, spent more than $31 billion on prescription drugs in 2003, triple the amount spent 10 years earlier. The program's costs are shared by the federal and state governments.

Barton said pharmacists generally acknowledge that they are paid too much for some drugs. But they argue that the inflated prices are necessary to offset inadequate fees for other services they provide to Medicaid recipients, Barton said.

Another lawmaker, Rep. Ed Markey, D-Massachusetts, said, "We have to address the fact that the current reimbursement system almost begs to be exploited."

The situation is similar to Medicare's reimbursement for cancer drugs administered to patients in doctors offices. For years, the physicians received inflated reimbursements from Medicare to make up for paltry payments for counseling, office expenses and other services given to patients.

Medicare, the health program for older and disabled Americans, is in the process of overhauling that system, although it is facing complaints from doctors and patient advocates that the new payments could limit access to the drugs for some patients.

The discrepancy between costs and reimbursements was just one of several problems that led George Reeb, an assistant inspector general in the Department of Health and Human Services, to conclude that "the Medicaid program continues to pay too much for prescription drugs."

In one example, Medicaid could have saved more than $85 million in 2001 if drug payments were uniform across all states, Reeb said.

States also do a poor job managing the rebate payments they receive from drug manufacturers that take part in the Medicaid program, he said.

Medicaid fraud also is costing the program hundreds of millions of dollars, said Taxpayers Against Fraud Education Fund, a whistleblowers' group.

Three whistleblower cases against drug makers that were settled between October 2003 and September 2004 netted $800 million, the group said. Two cases involved fraud allegations against Schering-Plough and the other involved Pfizer.



A CONDOM BY ANY OTHER NAME...........

SEOUL (Reuters) - South Korea has shelved a plan to replace the English word for condom with a Korean word after a string of complaints from people with identical or similar sounding names.
The Korean Anti-AIDS Federation said it would drop the use of a suggested new word for condom, "ae-pil," which was derived from the Chinese characters for love and necessity.

The name, picked from 19,000 suggestions sent in by the public, had prompted complaints from many South Koreans with similar-sounding characters in their names, federation official Kim Hoon-soo said.

"An old lady called to complain, saying she was worried about her grandson being teased due to her name being 'condom,'" Kim said, adding the federation had dropped its push for a new name.

The federation promotes condom use in South Korea, where only 10 percent of people use condoms when having sex.



Tuesday, December 7, 2004

Daily Affirmation

...start thinking of yourself
as an artist and your life as
a work-in-progress.
Works-in-progress are
never perfect. But changes
can be made...Art evolves.
So does life. Art is never
stagnant. Neither is life.
The beautiful, authentic life
you are creating for
yourself is your art. It's the
highest art.
                Sarah Ban Breathnach

Believe in something big.
Your life is worth
a noble motive.
                Walter Anderson
     

Thursday, November 25, 2004

cornucopiahappy thanksgiving

'Twas the night of Thanksgiving ~  but I just couldn't sleep,

I tried counting backwards ~ I tried counting sheep ...

The leftovers beckoned ~ the dark meat and white,

But I fought the temptation ~ with all of my might ...

Tossing and turning with anticipation

The thought of a snack became infatuation,

So I raced to the kitchen, flung open the door

And gazed at the fridge, full of goodies galore

Gobbled up turkey and buttered potatoes,

Pickles and carrots, beans and tomatoes;

I felt myself swelling so plump and so round

'Til all of a sudden, I rose off the ground!

I crashed through the ceiling, floating into the sky

With a mouthful of pudding, and a handful of pie;

But I managed to yell as I soared past the trees

Happy eating to all! Pass the cranberries, please!

May your stuffing be tasty, may your turkey be plump

May your potatoes 'n gravy, have nary a lump

May your yams be delicious, may your pies take the prize

May your thanksgiving dinner stay off of your thighs!

 May your Thanksgiving Be Blessed with the Love of Family and Friends!

 

 

 

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Daily Affirmation

Each experience through which
we pass operates
ultimately for our good. This is a
correct attitude to adopt
and we must be able to see
it in that light. 
Raymond Holliwell

Sunday, November 14, 2004

UNBELIEVABLE

GREENSBURG, Pennsylvania (AP) - A case of funny money has ended happily for a woman who had been charged with passing a bogus $200 bill with President George W. Bush's picture on it.

Prosecutors in Pennsylania's Westmoreland County dropped all charges Friday against Deborah L. Trautwine, 51, after she paid the store in real currency.

Trautwine "wasn't aware that it ... wasn't actual legal tender," said her attorney, Harry Smail Jr.

Trautwine could not be reached for comment. A clerk at a Fashion Bug clothing store also thought the bill (worth about 155) was real and gave Trautwine $100.58 (77.84) in change from her August purchase.

There is no $200 denomination bill, even without Bush's picture on it. None of the recent U.S. presidents has been depicted on the country's currency.

Police said the bill's phoniness should have been obvious for other reasons. It had a silly serial number - DUBYA4U2001 - and didn't bear the signature of the Secretary of the Treasurer. Instead, it was "signed" by Ronald Reagan, whose title was "Political Mentor" and by Bush's father, who is listed as "Campaign Advisor and Mentor."

The back of the phony bill depicted the White House with several signs erected on the lawn, including those reading "We Like Broccoli" and "USA Deserves A Tax Cut."

Thursday, November 11, 2004

On the home front: Local Marine Dies in Iraq

Wednesday, November 10, 2004
By DEAN BAKER, Columbian staff writer

Amanda Ries talks about her late husband, Staff Sgt. David Ries, shown in a family photo at top, in their apartment in Vancouver on Tuesday. David Ries, 29, was killed with two other Marines when a roadside bomb exploded near their Humvee in combat at Fallujah. (KIM BLAU/The Columbian)

A 29-year-old Vancouver Marine reservist was killed Monday when a roadside bomb exploded and tore apart his Humvee as thousands of U.S. troops stormed into Fallujah.

    Staff Sgt. David George Ries, a 1993 graduate of Evergreen High School and a 10-year veteran of the Marine Corps, was among about a dozen American troops killed in the early fighting for the insurgents' stronghold.

    The one-time high school runner and expert marksman left Vancouver for his second tour in Iraq on Aug. 31, said his wife, Amanda Jean, 24.

    Ries is also survived by a 4-year-old son, Bailey, and a daughter, Camryn, 2.

    Ries, a generator operator and a convoy leader, was riding in the passenger seat of a Humvee on his way back from the center of the city when the bomb went off, said Marine Sgt. Ken McNulty, 25, one of Ries' friends. The incident happened at 4:30 p.m. Iraq time, or 4:30 a.m. Pacific Time, officials said.

    The improvised explosive device, or IED, killed Ries and two other Marines, whose names were withheld pending notification of kin, said Marine Capt. Vince Dawson. Dawson is commanding officer of Headquarters and Supply Co., 6th Engineer Support Battalion, of Swan Island in Portland, Ries' home unit.

    "It's a nightmare," said Amanda Ries. "I couldn't believe it. I still can't believe it."

    McNulty and three other Marines from Swan Island came to Amanda's apartment door in the Vancouver mall area Monday at 7 p.m. and told her of her husband's death.

    Amanda's roommate, Tasha Johnson, answered the door. The Marines told Amanda to sit down.

    "They said, 'We have bad news,'" she said Tuesday. "It's a shock. The worst nightmare ever. It's indescribable. It's hard to take in. It wasn't supposed to be like this. This wasn't supposed to happen to me."

    What's hardest for her is seeing Bailey's reaction.

    "Bailey was saying, 'Daddy's in Iraq shooting the bad guys,'" said Amanda. "Then I knew I couldn't take it."

    Ries had been working in a Portland shooting gallery called A Place to Shoot while serving in the Marine Reserve. A call came for specialists who knew how to place and operate diesel electric generators, and he volunteered for a second tour in June, Dawson said.

    He was called up just four days later and, after several weeks of training, left for Iraq on Aug. 31, the couple's second wedding anniversary.

    "He was a generator operator, which is rare in the Marines, and he volunteered, which was a heroic thing to do," said Dawson.

    He did his first tour in Iraq last year.

    Amanda described her husband as a strong leader, wonderful husband and father and great friend.

    "He was my soul mate. He was funny, and he loved to be around his friends. He loved to drink beer," she said, drawing a rare ripple of laughter from a somber crowd in her apartment Tuesday afternoon.

    Brent Loper, Ries' childhood buddy, told The Associated Press that Ries "believes in what this country stands for and the general purpose that we're there ... to give people a shot at making their own choices."

    "He'll go out of his way to help you," Loper said.

    Friends said he'd talked about becoming a police officer or working with corrections when he got out of the Marines.

    "He was a great guy, a great Marine," said McNulty, who knew Ries for five years.

    Besides his immediate family, his survivors include his parents, David and Jean Ries, formerly of Vancouver but now of Amarillo, Texas; Amanda's mother, Debbie Hutter, of Longview; her father, Les Hutter, who is living in Louisiana, and Amanda's sister, Adale, of Salem, Ore. Ries had no brothers or sisters.

    A 1997 graduate of R.A. Long High School in Longview, Amanda quit her job two weeks ago as a bartender at C.J.'s Grill in Battle Ground to stay home and care for her children. At work, she showed photos of her husband. Together the employees all sent him a card recently, said Greg Hurley, the manager.

    "A lot of our customers knew her, and to hear about this just sends chills through us all," he said.

    Along with her roommate, several other friends gathered in her apartment, including Christina Keith of Rainier, Ore. Another friend, Heather Mortensen of Phoenix, planned to fly in Tuesday night.

    The Marines, Dawson and McNulty, stood vigil in Amanda's apartment.

    "I'm very confused, and lost, and very well supported," said Amanda.

    She last talked to her husband Thursday.

    "He said he had just got back from a convoy and was getting ready to go on another. He said he needed to stay strong and focused on what he was doing," she said.

    "I heard from him about every other day by phone or e-mail," she said.

    David Ries is the second Clark County serviceman to die in Iraq. Another was killed in Kuwait.

    Marine Lance Cpl. Kane Funke, a 2003 Heritage High School graduate, was killed by an incendiary device in Iraq on Aug. 13.

    Marine Lance Cpl. Cedric E. Bruns, a 2000 graduate of Prairie High School, died in May 2003 when his Humvee collided with a truck in Kuwait

Tuesday, November 9, 2004

It's been just over two years since my mom passed away on October 15, 2002. This year was actually a little harder to get through than last. At first I wondered why, but then it didn't take me long to figure it out. It's because of Madison my beautiful granddaughter. My mother would have fallen in love with Madison and the love would have been returned by this golden child who gives everyone who comes into contact with her a sense of wonderment at God's ability to bring such beauty to this world. Her birth, regardless of how anticipated, was bittersweet because my mother was not here to enjoy it with me.

All through my life I had shared everything possible with my dear, sweet mother. I remember when I was a little girl in elementary school, I would bring home the dessert which accompanied the school lunch whenever possible for my mom. Whether it was a piece of chocolate cake or a frosted sugar cookie, and regardless of how much I lusted after the delectable morsel I would carefully wrap it in a clean napkin and tuck it into my coat pocket. Once home, I'd carefully unwrap my treasure and present it to my mother to enjoy with a cup of coffee. She always asked why I didn't eat it, but I'd fib to her and say that I didn't like it or make up some other feeble excuse so that she could enjoy it without guilt.

Once I entered high school there were other things mom and I would share like stories, music (she liked rock'n roll too), shopping, and long rides in the car when we'd take off and drive up to my aunt's house. Even when my cousins and I would make silly prank phone calls, mom was in on those too. We'd laugh ourselves to tears at the reactions of our unsuspected victims. It was all so innocent and never devious or vulgar.

When my own son, Stevie was born I shared him with her too. She often said that his birth saved her life, as that was a dark time for mom because she and dad were in the middle of a spiteful divorce. Mom told me many times that she loved him as if he were her own. And she did. I was never jealous or resentful of their very close relationship. In fact, I was so very happy and grateful that my child had such a wonderful, loving grandmother who would have easily given her own life for him.

Naturally I assumed that one day we would once again share yet another milestone in my life, my grandchild. But it was not meant to be. Many people have said to me that my mom is here with me and she looks over my Madison with love, and I believe that. But it is bittersweet because I can't see the love and pride on mom's face. I don't have someone to brag about Madison to, or to share her every little accomplishment with like crawling, cutting teeth, walking and saying her first words. I can't share with mom how Madison cries when I get ready to leave after spending an afternoon with her. My heart breaks every time I think about what mom has missed out on, and I can't help but cry tears of sorrow because my Madison will never get to know her wonderful and loving great grandma.

The one thing that will bring a smile to my face and cause my heart to be light is knowing that someday, somewhere mom and I will have a lot of catching up to do.

Daily Affirmation

When we walk to the
edge of all the light we
have and take the step
into the darkness of the
unknown, we must
believe that one of two
things must happen:
There will be something
solid for us to stand on,
or we will be taught to
fly.

 Patrick Overton

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Come Here My Pretty................

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PUYALLUP, Wash., Oct. 21, 2004 -- A Washington state school district is canceling its annual Halloween celebration, and the explanation has some parents baffled.

"Let them have their 30 minutes of dressing goofy and having candy," Silas Macon, a father of two school-age girls, said Wednesday outside Maplewood Elementary School after learning that the grade-school tradition of a party and parade in costume during the last half-hour of class before Halloween night won't happen this year in the district.Top Stories

A letter sent home to parents Wednesday said there will be no observance of Halloween in any of the district's schools.

"We really want to make sure we're using all of our time in the best interest of our students," Puyallup School District spokeswoman Karen Hansen said.

The superintendent made the decision for three primary reasons, Hansen said. First, Halloween parties and parades waste valuable classroom time. Second, some families can't afford costumes and the celebrations thus can create embarrassment for children.

Both of those reasons seemed sensible to the parents who spoke to ABC News affiliate KOMO-TV in Seattle. But the district's third reason left some Puyallup parents shaking their heads.

The district said Halloween celebrations and children dressed in Halloween costumes might be offensive to real witches.

"Witches with pointy noses and things like that are not respective symbols of the Wiccan religion and so we want to be respectful of that," Hansen said.

The Wiccan, or Pagan, religion is said to be growing in the United States and there are Wiccan groups in Puyallup.

On the district's list of guidelines related to holidays and celebrations is an item that reads: "Use of derogatory stereotypes is prohibited, such as the traditional image of a witch, which is offensive to members of the Wiccan religion."

"I do lots of things that are not revolving around wearing a black outfit and stirring a cauldron," Wiccan priestess Cheryl Sulyma-Masson said in an interview with ABC News in which she explained that Wiccans, or Pagan Clergy, celebrate nature.

This is not the first time the district has expressed concern about offending followers of the Wiccan religion.

An internal e-mail from October 2000 warned that "the Wiccan religion is a bona fide religion under the law, and its followers are entitled to all the protections afforded more mainstream religions. Building administrators should not tolerate such inappropriate stereotyping (images such as Witches on flying brooms, stirring cauldrons, casting spells, or with long noses and pointed hats) and instead address them as you would hurtful stereotypes of any other minority."

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This year, however, is the first time the superintendent decided to cite that concern as one of the reasons for canceling in-school Halloween activities.

"They're so worried about being politically correct anymore that we're not allowed to do much of anything," said Tonya Reynolds, whose daughter attends Maplewood Elementary.

"If you don't want costumes, call it a harvest party. We don't have to take out complete Halloween. We could still do something for our children," said parent Loni Andrews, who promised to challenge the ruling at the next school board meeting.

Some children said they will miss the usual festivities.

"Yeah, it does bother me because I would really like to go around and dress up," Maplewood sixth-grader Grace Macon said.

Macon said that while the Halloween celebration might take up a little class time, it also gives children a reason to like school.

"I think it's terrible," she said. "I think it just kind of takes away from the little stuff they get to do that's fun at school."

Hansen said questions of lost study time and disrespect for religious belief played into the decision.

"It's a little bit of both," she said. "I don't think you can balance respect with instructional time and we would always be looking to do both. We want to make sure our students are respectful of all religions and all cultures.

Hansen also said that the PTA and teachers have been notified that they can hold parties or other Halloween events after the school day is over. Classroom time, however, will not be used for Halloween celebrations. Hansen says concerns about other holidays and parties held in school will be decided on a case-by-case basis.

GIVE ME A BREAK!

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Fall and My Madison

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Fall has arrived to the Pacific Northwest and the weather has been beautiful.  I love the cooler days and have to admit that next to spring now fall is my 2nd favorite season, where it used to be summer.  I  cherish the crisp mornings when I wander out onto my patio with my coffee cup to watch the sun come up, and the evenings are just as welcomed when sleep comes so easily after a hard days work. 

The days are growing increasingly shorter as each one passes, which means that by the time I get home from work there is little daylight left for the chores that I need to do outside.  I have to depend on our good weather to hold out for the weekends when I can get outside and mow, rake leaves, edge, trim and prune. 

I have been so busy lately with my granddaughter!  We have been spending a lot of time on the weekends together while mom and dad go to hockey games, concerts, dinner, and so forth.  I've got to tell you that I have a whole new respect for young mothers, and wonder how I did the whole single mother thing, work full time, keep a house and yard and go to school!  The energy levels are different from then to now,  but regardless of all that Madison and I have bonded - I mean really bonded!  We go shopping, out to lunch, hang out at grammy's house, go for rides, out to dinner, more shopping.....and I swear, we just can't get enough!  When I take her home she is so happy to see her parents, but on the other hand when I get ready to leave she gets hysterical and wants me to either stay or wants to go with me again.  I'm flattered, but at the same time my heart breaks to hear her cry and see her so upset.  I want to share every single moment and new hurdle that she goes through with you all, but reality tells me that the awe she inspires in me is not necessarily shared by all.  After all, everyone's kid does the same things that Madison is doing.  But one thing I can share:  God has graced me with this child and my life will never be the same! 

Friday night Madison stayed with me while mommy and daddy went to a hockey game.  The following morning I was cleaning up and decided to clean the glass top of my coffee table with Windex.  Just as I was getting ready to spray the Windex, a beam of sunlight hit it just right and I saw Madison's little fingerprints covering the edges where she had stood the night before.  I couldn't help but sit down on the couch and shed tears of joy for those little prints, along with a bit of shame for complaining about having to clean it in the first place.  Some may have thought me a bit daft, but these were MY grandaughter's finger prints!  I realized at that very moment that I was one of the luckiest women in the whole world.  How many times had I hurriedly wiped Steve's little finger prints off things when he was a child and NEVER felt anything, except perhaps some slight disdain at the CHORE.  I never looked any deeper than that.  Don't let anyone fool you!  Wisdom and insight really do come with age..........along with menopause!  ha!

Have a great fall season, everyone!scarecrow

Go Figure!

 

Everyday on my way to work I pass by a middle school.  The speed limit on the road is normally 35 mph.  As one approaches the school however, the speed limit changes to 20 mph and there are large signs with flashing lights to let you know this.  Everyone, without exception, slows immeditately to 20 mph.  Everyone that is, except the parents.  Mini-vans, SUVs, pickups and cars of every caliber loaded with children barrel ass through that speed zone with little or no regard to the flashing signs.  The irony is that the speed zone is there to protect the children, and the parents are the ones breaking the law!  Go figure!   

Monday, October 4, 2004

A Serious overview of current world war, politically neutral.  This was written by a retired attorney to his sons on May 19, 2004. 

THE WORLD SITUATION - A LETTER TO MY SONS 
 

Dear Tom, Kevin, Kirby and Ted,

As your father, I believe I owe it to you to share some thoughts on the present world situation.  We have over the years discussed a lot of important things, like going to college, jobs and so forth. But this really takes precedence over any of those discussions.  I hope this might give you a longer term perspective that fewer and fewer of my generation are left to speak to.
 
To be sure you understand that this is not politically flavored, I will tell you that since Franklin D. Roosevelt, who led us through pre and WW2 (1933 - 1945) up to and including our present President, I have without exception, supported our presidents on all matters of international conflict.  This would include just naming a few in addition to:
     President Roosevelt - W.W.II:
     President Truman - Korean War 1950;
     President Kennedy - Bay of Pigs (1961);
     President Kennedy - Vietnam (1961);
     Eight presidents (5 Republican & 4 Democrat) during the cold war (1945-1991);
     President Clinton's strikes on Bosnia (1995) and on Iraq (1996) .
 
So be sure you read this as completely nonpolitical or otherwise you will miss the point.  Our country is now facing the most serious threat to its existence, as we know it, that we have faced in your lifetime and mine (which includes WW2).
 
The deadly seriousness is greatly compounded by the fact that there are very few of us who think we can possibly lose this war and even fewer who realize what losing really means.
 
First, let's examine a few basics:

  
1.  When did the threat to us start?
Many will say September 11th, 2001.  The answer as far as the United States is concerned is 1979, 22 years prior to September 2001, with the following attacks on us: Iran Embassy Hostages, 1979; Beirut, Lebanon Embassy 1983; Beirut, Lebanon Marine Barracks 1983; Lockerbie, Scotland Pan-Am flight to New York 1988;
First New York World Trade Center attack 1993; Dhahran, Saudi Arabia Kohlrabi (Kohlbar) Towers Military complex 1996; Nairobi, Kenya US Embassy 1998;
Dar Es Salaam, Tanzania US Embassy 1998; Aden, Yemen USS Cole 2000;
New York World Trade Center 2001; Pentagon 2001.
(Note that during the period from 1981 to 2001 there were 7,581 terrorist attacks world wide). 
 
2.  Why were we attacked?
Envy of our position, our success, and our freedoms.  The attacks happened during the administrations of Presidents Carter, Reagan, Bush #1, Clinton and Bush #2.
We cannot fault either the Republicans or Democrats as there were no provocation by any of the presidents or their immediate predecessors, Presidents Ford or Carter.
 
3. Who were the attackers?
In each case, the attacks on the US were carried out by Muslims.
 
4.  What is the Muslim population of the World? 
25% 
6.  Isn't the Muslim Religion peaceful? 
Hopefully, but that is really not material.  There is no doubt that the predominately Christian population of Germany was peaceful, but under the dictatorial leadership of Hitler (who was also Christian), that made no difference.  You either went along with the administration or you were eliminated.  There were 5 to 6 million Christians killed by the Nazis for political reasons (including 7,000 Polish priests).

(http://www.nazis.testimony.co.uk/7-a.htm).  ((This is one hell of a site.))

Thus, almost the same number of Christians were killed by the Nazis, as the 6 million holocaust Jews who were killed by them, and we seldom heard of anything other than the Jewish atrocities.  Although Hitler kept the world focused on the Jews, he had no hesitancy about killing anyone who got in his way of exterminating the Jews or of taking over the world - German, Christian or any others.  Same with the Muslim terrorists.
They focus the world on the US, but kill all in the way - their own people or the Spanish, French or anyone else. The point here is that just like the peaceful Germans were of no protection to anyone from the Nazis, no matter how many peaceful Muslims there may
be, they are no protection for us from the terrorist Muslim leaders and what they are fanatically bent on doing - by their own pronouncements - killing all of us infidels.
I don't blame the peaceful Muslims.  What would you do if the choice was shut up or die?
 
6.  So who are we at war with?
There is no way we can honestly respond that it is anyone other than the Muslim terrorists.
Trying to be politically correct and avoid verbalizing this conclusion can well be fatal.
There is no way to win if you don't clearly recognize and articulate who you are fighting.
 
So with that background, now to the two major questions
1.  Can we lose this war?
2.  What does losing really mean?
 
If we are to win, we must clearly answer these two pivotal questions. We can definitely lose this war, and as anomalous as it may sound, the major reason we can lose is that so many of us simply do not fathom the answer to the second question - What does losing mean?  It would appear that a great many of us think that losing the war means hanging
our heads, bringing the troops home and going on about our business, like post Vietnam.
This is as far from the truth as one can get.   
What losing really means is:
We would no longer be the premier country in the world.  The attacks will not subside, but rather will steadily increase.  Remember, they want us dead, not just quiet.  If they had just wanted us quiet, they would not have produced an increasing series of attacks against us over the past 18 years.
 
The plan was clearly to terrorist attack us until we were neutered and submissive to them. 
We would of course have no future support from other nations for fear of reprisals and for the reason that they would see we are impotent and cannot help them. They will pick off the other non-Muslim nations, one at a time.  It will be increasingly easier for them.  They already hold Spain hostage.  It doesn't matter whether it was right or wrong for Spain to withdraw its troops from Iraq.  Spain did it because the Muslim terrorists bombed their train and told them to withdraw the troops.  Anything else they want Spain to do, will be
done.  Spain is finished. The next will probably be France.  Our one hope on France is that they might see the light and realize that if we don't win, they are finished too, in that they can't resist the Muslim terrorists without us.  However, it may already be too latefor France.
France is already 20% Muslim and fading fast. 
 
See the attached article on the French condition by Tom Segel. If we lose the war, our production, income, exports and way of life will all vanish as we know it. After losing, who would trade or deal with us if they were threatened by the Muslims.  If we can't stop the Muslims, how could anyone else?  The Muslims fully know what is riding on this war and therefore are completely committed to winning at any cost.  We better know it too and be likewise committed to winning at any cost. Why do I go on at such lengths about the results of losing? Simple. Until we recognize the costs of losing, we cannot unite and
really put 100% of our thoughts and efforts into winning.  And it is going to take that 100% effort to win.
 
So, how can we lose the war?  Again, the answer is simple.  We can lose the  war by imploding. That is, defeating ourselves by refusing to recognize the enemy and their purpose and really digging in and lending full support to the war effort.  If we are united, there is no way that we can lose.  If we continue to be divided, there is no
way that we can win. 
 
Let me give you a few examples of how we simply don't comprehend the life and death seriousness of this situation.
 
President Bush selects Norman Mineta as Secretary of Transportation. Although all of the terrorist attacks were committed by Muslim men between 17 and 40 years of age, Secretary Mineta refuses to allow profiling. Does that sound like we are taking this thing seriously?  This is war.  For the duration we are going to have to give up some of the
civil rights we have become accustomed to.  We had better be prepared to lose some of our civil rights temporarily or we will most certainly lose all of them permanently.
 
And don't worry that it is a slippery slope.  We gave up plenty of civil rights during WW2 and immediately restored them after the victory and, in fact, added many more since then.  Do I blame President Bush or President Clinton before him?  No, I blame us for blithely assuming we can maintain all of our Political Correctness and all of our civil
rights during this conflict and have a clean, lawful, honorable war.  None of those words apply to war.  Get them out of your head. Some have gone so far in their criticism of the war and/or the Administration that it almost seems they would literally like to see us lose.
 I hasten to add that this isn't because they are disloyal.  It is because they just don't recognize what losing means. Nevertheless, that conduct gives the impression to the enemy that we are divided and weakening, it concerns our friends, and it does great damage to our cause.
 
Of more recent vintage, the uproar fueled by the politicians and media regarding the treatment of some prisoners of war perhaps exemplifies best what I am saying.  We have recently had an issue involving the treatment of a few Muslim prisoners of war by a small group of our military police.  These are the type prisoners who just a few months ago were throwing their own people off buildings, cutting off their hands, cutting out their tongues and otherwise murdering their own people just for disagreeing with Saddam Hussein.  And just a few years ago these same type prisoners chemically killed 400,000 of their own people for the same reason.  They are also the same type enemy fighters who recently were burning Americans and dragging their charred corpses through the streets of Iraq.  And still more recently
the same type enemy that was and is providing videos to all news sources internationally, of the beheading of an American prisoner they held.
 
Compare this with some of our press and politicians who for several days have thought and talked about nothing else but the "humiliating" of some Muslim prisoners - not burning them, not dragging their charred corpses through the streets, not beheading them, but "humiliating" them. Can this be for real?
 
The politicians and pundits have even talked of impeachment of the Secretary of Defense. If this doesn't show the complete lack of comprehension and understanding of the seriousness of the enemy we are fighting, the life and death struggle we are in and the disastrous results of losing this war, nothing can.  To bring our country to
a virtual political standstill over this prisoner issue makes us look like Nero playing his fiddle as Rome burned - totally oblivious to what is going on in the real world.
 
Neither we, nor any other country, can survive this internal strife. Again I say, this does not mean that some of our politicians or mediapeople are disloyal.  It simply means that they are absolutely oblivious to the magnitude of the situation we are in and into which the Muslim terrorists have been pushing us for many years. Remember, the Muslim terrorists stated goal is to kill all infidels.  That translates into all non-Muslims -- not just in the United States, but throughout the world.  We are the last bastion of defense.
 
We have been criticized for many years as being 'arrogant'. That charge is valid in at least one respect.  We are arrogant in that we believe that we are so good, powerful and smart, that we can win the hearts and minds of all those who attack us, and that with both hands
tied behind our back, we can defeat anything bad in the world.  We can't.  If we don't recognize this, our nation as we know it will not survive, and no other free country in the World will survive if we are defeated.

And finally, name any Muslim countries throughout the world that allow freedom of speech, freedom of thought, freedom of religion, freedom of the press, equal rights for anyone - let alone everyone, equal status or any status for women, or that have been productive in one single way that contributes to the good of the World.
 
This has been a long way of saying that we must be united on this war or we will be equated in the history books to the self-inflicted fall of the Roman Empire. If, that is, the Muslim leaders will allow history books to be written or read. If we don't win this war right now, keep a close eye on how the Muslims take over France in the next 5 years or less.  They will continue to increase the Muslim population of France and continue to encroach little by little on the established French traditions.  The French will be fighting among themselves over what
should or should not be done, which will continue to weaken them and keep them from any united resolve.  Doesn't that sound eerily familiar?
 
Democracies don't have their freedoms taken away from them by some external military force. Instead, they give their freedoms away, politically correct piece by politically correct piece.  And they are giving those freedoms away to those who have shown, worldwide,
that they abhor freedom and will not apply it to you or even to themselves, once they are in power.  They have universally shown that when theyhave taken over, they then start brutally killing each other over who will be the few who control the masses. Will
we ever stop hearing from the politically correct, about the "peaceful Muslims"?
 
I close on a hopeful note, by repeating what I said above.  If we are united, there is no way that we can lose.  I believe that after the election, the factions in our country will begin to focus on the critical situation we are in and will unite to save our country.  It is
your future we are talking about. Do whatever you can to preserve it. 
 
Love,
 
Dad

Saturday, September 25, 2004

More About Rathergate............

September 15, 2004, 5:52 a.m.
The First Rathergate
The CBS anchor’s precarious relationship with the truth.

By Anne Morse

Critics are calling the media scandal over the Jerry Killian forgeries "Rathergate." But to thousands of Vietnam veterans, the real Rathergate took place 16 years ago when Dan Rather successfully foisted a fraud onto the American people. Then, unlike now, there was no blogosphere to expose him.

http://www.conservative.org/

http://www.conservative.org/On June 2, 1988, CBS aired an hour-long special titled CBS Reports: The Wall Within, which CBS trumpeted as the "rebirth of the TV documentary." It purported to tell the true story of Vietnam through the eyes of six of the men who fought there. And what terrible stories they had to tell.

"I think I was one of the highest trained, underpaid, eighteen-cent-an-hour assassins ever put together by a team of people who knew exactly what they were looking for," said Steve Southards, a Navy SEAL who told Rather he had escaped society to live in the forests of Washington state. Under Rather's gentle coaxing, Southards described slaughtering Vietnamese civilians, making his work appear to be that of the North Vietnamese.

"You're telling me that you went into the village, killed people, burned part of the village, then made it appear that the other side had done this?" Rather asked.

"Yeah," Steve replied. "It was kill VC, and I was good at what I did."

Steve arrived home "in a straitjacket, addicted to alcohol and drugs" knowing that "combat had made him different," Rather intoned. "He asked for help; that's unusual, many vets don't. They hold back until they explode."

Rather then moved on to suicidal veteran named George Grule, who was stationed on the aircraft carrier Ticonderoga off the coast of Vietnam during a secret mission. Grule described the horror of watching a friend walk into the spinning propeller of a plane, which chopped him to pieces and sprayed Grule with his blood. The memory of this trauma left Grule, like Steve, unable to function in normal society.

Neither could Mikal Rice, who broke down as he described a grenade attack at Cam Ranh Bay, which blew in half the body of a buddy, "Sergeant Call." "He died in my arms," Rice tearfully recalled. Rice described how the sound of thunder and cars backfiring would regularly trigger his terrible memories.

Most horrific of all were the memories of Terry Bradley, a "fighting sergeant" who told Rather he had skinned alive 50 Vietnamese men, women, and children in one hour and stacked their bodies in piles. "Could you do this for one hour of your life, you stack up every way a body could be mangled, up into a body, an arm, a tit, an eyeball . . . Imagine us over there for a year and doing it intensely," Bradley said. "That is sick."

"You've got to be angry about it," Rather replied. "I'm suicidal about it," Bradley responded.

Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, drug abuse, alcoholism, joblessness, homelessness, suicidal thoughts: These tattered warriors suffered from them all.

The The Wall Within was hailed by critics who — like the Washington Post's Tom Shales — gushed that the documentary was "extraordinarily powerful." There was just one problem: Almost none of it was true.

The truth was uncovered by B.G. Burkett, a Vietnam veteran and author of Stolen Valor: How the Vietnam Generation Was Robbed of its Heroes and its History (with Glenna Whitley). Burkett discovered that only one of the vets had actually served in combat. Steve Southards, who'd claimed to be a 16-year-old Navy SEAL assassin, had actually served as an equipment repairman stationed far from combat. Later transferred to Subic Bay in the Philippines, Steve spent most of his time in the brig for repeatedly going AWOL.

And George Gruel, who claimed he was traumatized by the sight of his friend being chopped to pieces by a propeller? Navy records reveal that a propeller accident did take place on the Ticonderoga when Gruel was aboard — but that he wasn't around when it happened. During Gruel's tour, the ship had been converted to an antisubmarine warfare carrier which operated, not on "secret mission" along theVietnam coast, but on training missions off the California coastline. Nevertheless, Burkett notes, Gruel receives $1,952 a month from the Veterans Administration for "psychological trauma" related to an event he only heard about.

Mikal Rice — the anguished vet who claimed to have cradled his dying buddy in his arms — actually spent his tour as a guard with an MP company at Cam Ranh Bay. He never saw combat. Neither did Terry Bradley, who was not the "fighting sergeant" he'd claimed to be. Instead, military records reveal he served as an ammo handler in the 25th Infantry Division and spent nearly a year in the stockade for being AWOL. That's good news for the hundreds of Vietnamese civilians Bradley claimed to have slaughtered. But it doesn't say much for Dan Rather's credibility.

As Burkett notes, the records of all of these vets were easily checkable through Freedom of Information Act requests of their military records — something Rather and his producers simply didn't bother to do. They accepted at face value the lurid tales of atrocities committed in Vietnam and the stories of criminal behavior, drug addiction, and despair at home.

Perhaps that's because this is what they wanted to believe. Says Burkett: The Wall Within "precisely fit what Americans have grown to believe about the Vietnam War and its veterans: They routinely committed war crimes. They came home from an immoral war traumatized, vilified, then pitied. Jobless, homeless, addicted, suicidal, they remain afflicted by inner conflicts, stranded on the fringes of society."

Burkett, who did check the records of the vets Rather interviewed, shared his discoveries with CBS. So did Thomas Turnage, then administrator of the Veterans Administration, who was appalled by Rather's use of bogus statistics on the rates of suicide, homelessness, and mental illness among Vietnam veterans — statistics that can also be easily checked. Rather initially refused to comment, and CBS spokeswoman Kim Akhtar said, "The producers stand behind their story. They had enough proof of who they are." For his part, CBS president Howard Stringer defended the network with irrelevancies. "Your criticisms were not shared by a vast majority of our viewers," he sniffed, adding that "CBS News and its affiliates received acclaim from most quarters . . . In sum, this was a broadcast of which we at CBS News and I personally am proud. There are no apologies to make."

Sarah Lee Pilley, who ran a restaurant in Colville, Washington where the CBS crew dined while filming The Wall Within, would not agree. The wife of a retired Marine lieutenant colonel who saw combat in Vietnam, Pilley, said she "got the distinct feeling that CBS had a story they had decided on before they left New York." After interviewing 87 Vietnam veterans, CBS chose the "four or five saddest cases to put on the film," Pilley said. "The factual part of it didn't seem to matter as long as they captured the high drama and emotion that these few individuals offered. We felt all along that CBS committed tremendous exploitation of some very sick individuals."

Why would Dan Rather do such a thing? Partly because the stories of deranged, trip-wire vets is much more dramatic than the true story: That most Vietnam veterans came home to live normal, productive, happy lives. Second, Rather apparently wanted the story of whacked-out Vietnam veterans to be true — just as he now wants the Jerry Killian story to be true.

Or maybe — despite a preponderance of the evidence — he considered the sources of these tales of Vietnam atrocities "unimpeachable." As angry Vietnam veterans began calling CBS to complain about the factual inaccuracies of The Wall Within, Perry Wolff, the executive producer who wrote the documentary, claimed that "No one has attacked us on the facts." Despite the growing evidence that he'd been had, Rather also continued to defend the documentary — which is now part of CBS's video history series on the Vietnam War.

Perhaps Vietnam veterans ought to take a page out of the book of the Swift Boat Veterans for Truth and air television ads exposing Rather's deceits — something along the lines of: "Dan Rather lied about his Vietnam documentary. I know. I was there. I saw what happened. When the chips were down, you could not count on Dan Rather."

Certainly, we cannot count on him for the truth. During a 1993 speech to the Radio and Television News Directors Association, Rather criticized his colleagues for competing with entertainment shows for "dead bodies, mayhem, and lurid tales." "We should all be ashamed of what we have and have not done, measured against what we could do," Rather said.

Thousands of Vietnam veterans — not to mention the Bush campaign — would agree.

Anne Morse is a writer livingin Maryland.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

THE CBS APOLOGY

CBS anchor Dan Rather:

Last week, amid increasing questions about the authenticity of documents used in support of a "60 Minutes Wednesday" story about President Bush's time in the Texas Air National Guard, CBS News vowed to re-examine the documents in question -- and their source -- vigorously. And we promised that we would let the American public know what this examination turned up, whatever the outcome.

Now, after extensive additional interviews, I no longer have the confidence in these documents that would allow us to continue vouching for them journalistically. I find we have been misled on the key question of how our source for the documents came into possession of these papers. That, combined with some of the questions that have been raised in public and in the press, leads me to a point where -- if I knew then what I know now -- I would not have gone ahead with the story as it was aired, and I certainly would not have used the documents in question.

But we did use the documents. We made a mistake in judgment, and for that I am sorry. It was an error that was made, however, in good faith and in the spirit of trying to carry on a CBS News tradition of investigative reporting without fear or favoritism.

Please know that nothing is more important to us than people's trust in our ability and our commitment to report fairly and truthfully.

 

 

It's obvious why they don't make these like they used to........

DALLAS (Reuters) - They sure do not make things anymore like the Texas lightbulb that sold for a few cents and has burned for 96 straight years.

The North Fort Worth Historical Society will have a birthday party on Tuesday for its famous household fixture -- a lightbulb that has burned continuously since Sept. 21, 1908. The bulb was first illuminated when a stagehand at a local opera house flicked a switch and posted a sign that the light over a stage entrance was not be turned off.

"We have no idea why it has lasted so long. That is the wonderful mystery of it," said Sarah Biles, the administrator of the museum where the bulb burns, complete with its own independent power supply.

The Texas bulb is about 40 watts and made of thick glass that houses a sturdy carbon filament.

Despite having lasted 96 years so far, the Texas lightbulb does not hold the record for the longest continuously burning bulb in the world.

According to the Guinness Book of World Records, that honor goes to a some 4 watt bulb that has been burning at a firehouse in Livermore, California, since it was turned on in 1901.

Biles said the keepers of the Texas bulb feel no luminescence envy with the California model because their bulb has had a much more celebrated history.

The Texas bulb was touted -- wrongly -- in the 1930s as the longest burning bulb in the world. The opera house where it burned became a movie house and actors promoting films in Fort Worth would stop to admire the bulb's orange glow.

"Our bulb has a unique past and can hold its own, even if it is number two," Biles said.

DALLAS (Reuters) - They sure do not make things anymore like the Texas lightbulb that sold for a few cents and has burned for 96 straight years.

The North Fort Worth Historical Society will have a birthday party on Tuesday for its famous household fixture -- a lightbulb that has burned continuously since Sept. 21, 1908. The bulb was first illuminated when a stagehand at a local opera house flicked a switch and posted a sign that the light over a stage entrance was not be turned off.

"We have no idea why it has lasted so long. That is the wonderful mystery of it," said Sarah Biles, the administrator of the museum where the bulb burns, complete with its own independent power supply.

The Texas bulb is about 40 watts and made of thick glass that houses a sturdy carbon filament.

Despite having lasted 96 years so far, the Texas lightbulb does not hold the record for the longest continuously burning bulb in the world.

According to the Guinness Book of World Records, that honor goes to a some 4 watt bulb that has been burning at a firehouse in Livermore, California, since it was turned on in 1901.

Biles said the keepers of the Texas bulb feel no luminescence envy with the California model because their bulb has had a much more celebrated history.

The Texas bulb was touted -- wrongly -- in the 1930s as the longest burning bulb in the world. The opera house where it burned became a movie house and actors promoting films in Fort Worth would stop to admire the bulb's orange glow.

"Our bulb has a unique past and can hold its own, even if it is number two," Biles said.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

I sent this email to Sears this morning:

Dear Sears Carpet Cleaning Service,

This letter is not a complaint, but instead a thank you.  Let me explain.

Two weeks ago I made an appointment with your carpet cleaning service to have my carpet cleaned on Saturday, just like I have twice a year now for 17 years. 

Your representative called to confirm my appointment on Friday, and advised the cleaning folks would be arriving between 11am and noon.  I was looking forward to a clean fresh carpet. 

Saturday morning I got up early and moved all my furniture out of the living room and into my dining room, and was ready to take a shower and head off to run a few errands before 11am.  Just as I was getting ready to step into the shower my phone rang.  It was one of your reps, Stephanie, advising me that the van had broke down and she was cancelling my appointment.  I was angry to say the least.  In her perky little professional voice she asked if I'd like to reschedule.  I simply said no and hung up.  I live in a very large metro area, and you folks don't have an extra van for this type of emergency? 

Now what was I to do?  I had scheduled my entire day around this one appointment - two weeks in advance, no less!  My home was turned upside down and I one of two choices:  put everything back in its respective place, or try to call another carpet cleaning company in hopes that they'd have an opening.  

I called STANLEY STEEMER.  They not only would fit me in (they pride themselves in same day service), but would be at my home between 11am and 2pm that day!  I was thrilled!  I hurried and finished my errands and raced back home.  I received a call that someone was on there way around 12:30pm. 

To make a long story short, the Stanley Steemer rep not only did an excellent job cleaning my carpet, but helped move all the furniture back before he left (another little perk that the Stanley people offer)!

In summary, I want to thank you SEARS CARPET CLEANING SERVICE for the last 17 years of service, and more recently for helping me find the STANELY STEEMER people! 

Sincerely,

A Longtime Former Client 

 

WHERE IS HANS  (SITTIN' ON THE FENCE)????

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Daily Affirmation

Some change their ways when they see the light;
others when they feel the heat. 
Caroline Shoeder
 

Thursday, September 9, 2004

Update From Mommie Kim

**note:  Kiersten is the surviving triplet of my friend Kim and her husband, Kirk.  What a sweet baby!  She has endured so much in her young life.  Thank you all for the prayers over the past few months.**R~

 

Hello All!!   Sorry I haven't sent an update in a long time.  Even more sorry I haven't been on email to respond to your emails.  I will get back to responding soon.  In the meantime, thank you, thank you, thank you for the emails that you send...it is nice to read them.   Kiersten is doing soooo well.  She is up to 7 lbs and 4 ounces as of today!  Each day she improves a little more.  Today she was able to come off her sodium and potassiam for the week.  She gets her blood drawn next week and if she was able to maintain her levels on her own she doesn't have to go back on those medicines again....so please pray that is the case....thanks!  She will be on the extra vitamins, diuril and prilosec for some time though.  She is being slowly phased onto formula (24 calorie).  She was 75% breast milk and then 25% formula...she tolerated that well.  Yesterday she went to 50% breast milk and 50% formula.  Once we transition her to 75/25, she will stay at 75% formula and 25% breast milk until the breast milk is gone.  She is a little more interactive now.  She loves to be held (what baby doesn't - smile)...we try to give her some hold time and bassinet time.  The bouncy/car seat thing didn't work too well for her...back to the inclined bassinet.  She is doing ok though.  We haven't had a choking spell for over a week now, which makes Daddy and Mommy more at ease.  Please continue to pray for her that she do well.   I am doing a little better.  My husband and my parents have been a great help.  I may begin counseling with someone for a short time (at the request of my husband and parents).  I don't feel as much despair as the days go on.  I am almost done with the medication I am on and hopefully that will mean the infections are gone.  I am weaning the pumping (although I will still be pumping for about 2-3 more months) and this has helped.  My Mom and I do shifts at night and I am getting a tad more sleep and that really helps!!!  thank you for yoru prayers and support...it has meant so much to read the website journal and emails and the cards that are sent.   I sent 3 new pics to Judy tonight to add to the website - she should have them there within a day or two....I attached one of them so you wouldn't have to wait....   We love you all and I will send more later!! (not too much later...) I will try to respond to your individual emails too...   Love Kimberly       

Monday, September 6, 2004

Daily Affirmation

I am only one, but still I am one.
I cannot do everything, but still I can do something;
and because I cannot do everything,
I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.
Edward Everett Hale

Breaking News!!!

Reuters: Hospital source says Clinton heart surgery successful - Former President Clinton was recovering Monday after successful heart bypass surgery at New York-Presbyterian Hospital, a hospital source told Reuters.

Thank God!  May Mr. Clinton have a long and healthy life ahead of him.

Saturday, September 4, 2004

Let Freedom Ring!


"In the last four years, you and I have come to know each other. Even when we don't agree, at least you know what I believe and where I stand.. This moment in the life of our country will be remembered. Generations will know if we kept our faith and kept our word. Generations will know if we seized this moment, and used it to build a future of safety and peace. The freedom of many, and the future security of our Nation, now depend on us. And tonight, my fellow Americans, I ask you to stand with me... This young century will be liberty's century. By promoting liberty abroad, we will build a safer world. By encouraging liberty at home, we will build a more hopeful America

- President George W. Bush

From The Mouth Of A Democrat

"While young Americans are dying in the sands of Iraq and the mountains of Afghanistan, our nation is being torn apart and made weaker because of the Democrats' manic obsession to bring down our commander in chief... I ask which leader it is today that has the vision, the willpower, and yes, the backbone to best protect my family? The clear answer to that question has placed me in this hall with you tonight. For my family is more important than my party. There is but one man to whom I am willing to entrust their future and that man's name is George Bush."
- Democrat Senator Zell Miller

I couldn't have said it better myself! R~

Friday, September 3, 2004

I can always tell when the last waning days of August are upon us, because the sun is suddenly not as hot and the evenings are cooler.  Now that it is September the coolness is welcomed, at least by me.  That last week or so of August that we got the unexpected rain did wonders for my lawn and flowers.  I was losing the battle of  keeping everything green with a waterhose and sprinkler.  But suddenly Mother Nature turns on the spigot and everything is lush, green and flowering!  

I hope this day brings each of you the peace and serenity that you seek.  May God Bless each of you and your families with good health, prosperity and love. 

Monday, August 23, 2004

Warm Summer Rains

I love a soft summer rain.  Everything seems clean and refreshed.  The plants, grass, shrubs and trees finally get a good dose of Mother Nature's sweet nectar.  The air is cool, and the rains are warm.  A perfect time to be outside, or a relaxing time to read or watch a movie.  Life seems to slow down a pace or two.

Being from the great Pacific Northwest, I love the rain.  It's in my blood.  The fiber of my being.  I love the dripping of the rain from my gutters.  I love the slosh of tires on the streets.  I love watching the soft droplets fall against a street light.  I love the smell of rain hitting hot summer pavement.  I love the feel of the rain on my face and in my hair.  I love the smell of wet, warm, steaming barkdust mixed in with the sweet smell of roses.

Not to mention the love that I will have for my much lighter than usual water bill.

Thank you Mother Nature!

Sunday, August 22, 2004

A Dog's Life

I have often wondered why it is that my dogs (AKA the girls) find it necessary to eliminate their body waste on my gravel walkway. On more than one occasion I have found myself walking to the gate only to realize, with an audible groan, that I am standing knee deep (well, not that bad of course) in poo. Of course I clean up after them when I know it's there, but when I haven't actually spotted the perpetrator doing her nasty deed I am sometimes the recipient of it - or at least the bottom of my shoe is. Funny how those little "things" can disguise themselves to look just like the rocks they are laying on. Of course the girls NEVER step in poo. They don't even run through it when chasing each other. They have some hidden radar that detects the location so they are able to side step it at the last possible moment. The lucky little wretches!

Just another observation while living a dog's life.

The Blood Of Our Heros

We are nearing the 3rd anniversary of September 11th, and I want to share with you a website that my cousin sent me today.  Every American should take a few minutes out of their busy day to view it, read it, ponder it and pray for those who lost their lives, those who lost loved ones, and above all pray for our military men and women both here at home and abroad.

God Bless this great country, and her fearless leader George W. Bush!

Be sure to click on the tiny "info" button at the end of the presentation.  It gives more insight into the meaning behind the website.

http://members.cox.net/classicweb/Heroes/heroes.htm

Monday, August 16, 2004

PLEASE READ AND PASS ON TO YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY WHO OWN PETS

YOU CAN FIND THIS AND OTHER INTERESTING INFORMATION ABOUT PETS AT:  http://www.tailwagginsbakery.com/bakerynews.htm

 

In many states, laws have been passed which make it illegal for people to leave their pets unattended in parked vehicles. And in the throes of summer, particularly here in the south, it's hard to imagine a more dangerous place for your dog or cat to be. Besides being a handy source of transportation, cars (and trucks) are also very efficient solar collectors. On sunny days when the outside temperature may be only 85°F, the inside of a parked car can exceed 100° in just 10 minutes! If you're caught in line at the bank for a half hour, that temperature can easily climb to 120°. And, if your errand takes you around the block, your pet could be trapped in a 160° slow-cooker. Don't make the mistake of thinking your pet is safe as long as he's not locked in a hot car. A dog in the backyard without adequate shade and drinking water is still susceptible to heatstroke. Be sensitive to your dog's surroundings... a yard with little grass and landscaping rock and concrete is a much hotter place than one filled with lush grass. Make sure your dog has adequate ventilated shade, (A poorly ventilated doghouse can quickly become a solar oven in the summer sun.) and plenty of clean drinking water. Heatstroke is a life-threatening state of extreme hyperthermia. All mammals have the ability to regulate their internal body temperature. For cats and dogs "normal" is around 101° - 103°. But the body's ability to self-regulate can be compromised by high ambient temperatures. In a closed car, a dog or cat's temperature regulating system will quickly be out of control, and their internal or core body temperature will start to rise. Once it climbs to the neighborhood of 104.9° - 109.4°, then heatstroke has occurred. Heatstroke will affect your pet's entire body. His cardiovascular system will experience an increased metabolic rate, and oxygen consumption will likewise increase. The respiratory system will show signs of hyperventilation which will affect the acid balance of his entire body. Your pet will go into acute respiratory failure, muscle tissue will begin to break down, the coagulation system will begin to fail and fluid will accumulate in the brain. Once his core temperature reaches 109°, there are only a few minutes before tissue damage occurs. The early signs of heatstroke are rapid panting accompanied by a fast heartbeat and general confusion. The dogs gums and tongue may be red and dry. As the condition progresses the symptoms worsen, and the dog may experience depression. The gums and tongue may now appear grayish, and the animal may experience vomiting and diarrhea. Beyond this stage, there will be seizures, coma, and eventually death. If you suspect your pet is suffering from heatstroke, get medical attention immediately. Quick response is necessary to prevent possible internal organ damage. If you are unable to get to a vet or clinic quickly, observe the following guidelines; 1)  Remove your pet from the source of heat and get them to a cooler area. 2) Soak his fur with cool (not cold) water starting with the paws, legs and neck, and then the rest of his body. Place him in front of a fan to maximize evaporative cooling. 3) Check his temperature frequently, and stop cooling when it reaches 103° (Excessive cooling can cause hypothermia, and shock.) 4) As soon as possible, get your pet to a vet for evaluation. The doctor will determine if fluid therapy is necessary to combat dehydration, and will determine whether or not additional treatment is required for organ damage.

The key to your dog's safe and happy summer depends on you. Please take every precaution with your precious pet during the hot season. Know the symptoms of heatstroke, and how to provide emergency treatment if necessary. Only you can ensure that your dog or cat does not become one of this summer's tragic statistics.

Friday, August 13, 2004

Daily Affirmation

Animals have these
advantages over man: they
never hear the clock strike,
they die without any idea of
death, they have no
theologians to
instruct them,
their last moments are not
disturbed by
unwelcome and
unpleasant ceremonies, their
funerals cost them nothing,
and no one starts lawsuits
over their wills.
Voltaire 
 

Announcing Kennedy Lauren

My great niece, Kennedy Lauren was born 8/12/04 at 12:22am.  She bounced into this world weighing 7lbs. 11oz. and 22 inches long.  She has strawberry blonde hair and Kim says she is a living doll.  Mom and baby are expected home any minute.  Both are doing great!

Please welcome this latest addition to the human race!  Pictures to follow as soon as I receive them via email.

Hugs to all,

Robyn

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Daily Affirmation

To help yourself, help others.
Whatever good you do
travels a circle and returns to
you many times over - but
remember, life isn't about
what you get, it's about what
you become.
Gaskill, Dennis

Remember there's no
such thing as a small act
of kindness. Every act
creates a ripple with
no logical end.
Adams, Scott

Neither fire nor wind,
birth nor death can erase
our good deeds
Buddha
 

Monday, August 9, 2004

The Critters

Folks,

With all this hot weather, I hope that some of you (if not all) are keeping plenty of fresh water out for the animals, whether they are yours or a stray that may be passing through.  If some of us with good hearts don't look out for them, who will?

Also, it's time to feed the critters again!  I post THE ANIMAL RESCUE website address from time to time in hopes that you will take a couple seconds out of your day to go here and click for free.  It's a worthwhile cause and one that we must remember to do.

http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/CTDSites.woa

Sunday, August 8, 2004

On the Lookout For One Baby Girl In The Phoenix Area.......

This is the email I received this morning from Kim:  (the "moon" thing is a personal joke that I may share in the future)

I miss you too. Still no baby, she got "geled" yesterday which produced a lot of cramping but nothing became of it. SO, tomorrow she will go in and be hooked up to the potocin so will probably have results from that, hopefully any way!   It's soooo hot here, you would hate it. A person has to get up at 5am to get anything done before the sun comes up. Air conditioning is a must have here and it runs 24/7, there is no cool down, it's like 95 to 100 degree's at midnight! If I lived here I would be a hermit.   Well better go take a shower and get ready for the day.   I haven't read your journal yet but will.   Love ya Moon

Friday, August 6, 2004

Phoenix

My sister Kim is leaving for Phoenix Arizona this morning to be with her daughter, Stacie when she is induced into labor with her baby girl.  I sure will miss her. 

Kim and I are really close and depend on each to some extent like sisters who are close do.  I can't imagine life without her.  We are like best friends - but closer.  There isn't anything that she can't tell me, or me her.  In fact, because we are sisters with that unbreakable bond, we would protect each other to the death.  Funny thing, I never thought about it before quite like that. 

There are nearly four years between us, so when I was sixteen and running around thinking that the universe revolved around me, she was this 12 year old kid who to some extent thought I was the cat's meow.  Of course, she would never have let me know that then.  Instead, she retaliated in sheer hostility which was her way of coping with our parent's divorce and basically not getting some of her needs met.  It's too bad that I didn't have the insight back then to reach out to her.  Back then there seemed like such a gap in our ages, and besides I was a teenager and life was all about me - remember?  I was driving a car and she was still playing with dolls; I was dating and she was annoying like kid sisters are. 

As we have gotten older and truly come of age, that gap has become non-existant and so has the hostility.  Maturity and understanding has replaced self doubt, low self esteem and bitterness - on both our parts.     

Today, my sister's well-being and happiness is just as important to me as my own.  And I don't know if I recognized that before either, or just took it for granted. 

Regardless, she is leaving for a week and that's a long time when you are used to talking to each other daily on our commute home from work, and stopping for coffee on occasion, or meeting at a local store to shop together.  It all sounds so trivial, but that is what life is made up of; trivial little moments shared with loved ones.  Some of those moments will be remembered consciously, while others are stored unconsiously in memory banks, but each one an important molecule in a relationship.  

Enough of the deep thought!  Two things are for sure:  37 years ago I would never have believed that I'd be missing Kim before she has even left; and my cell phone bill is sure going to be cheaper!  Thank God for email!

Friday, July 30, 2004

Compare the Candidates

A lot of American's seem to have their head buried in the sand when it comes to politics.  While it is doubtful that anyone with half a brain will agree 100% with either candidate, it may behoove the average joe to look into what President Bush and Kerry stand for.  Pick the most important issues and see where your guy stands.  You may be surprised!

AOL:  COMPARE CANDIDATES

Look at what your prayers have done! (fr: Mommie Kim)

Hello Family and Friends!   Attached is a picture of Kiersten.  We have sent several pictures to Judy and she is checking to ensure they will work on the website.  Here is a preview of our baby girl.  Is she not the cutest thing?!!    She has been "on again - off again" with the C-Pap.  She just came back off 2 days ago.  She has her feeding tube back in her mouth...the picture shows when she had it in her nose.  We are hoping she is successful and stays on the nose canula this time.   She continues to develop fluid on her body and then they have to give her lasix (medicine) to help her pee it out.  This is why she had to go back on C-Pap the last time.  It is common for preemies to build up fluid due to less proteins in their system (per the doc).  Please pray she progresses forward without continuing this yo-yo effect with nose canula and C-Pap. Thanks!   I am meeting with lactation tomorrow at noon but have already tried breastfeeding her for short periods.  It is going OK.  Sometimes she takes it and sometimes she looks at me like "what is this and why are you trying to torture me?!!"  smile!!  We're working on it together though.  The nurses reminded me that she has been alive for 8 weeks now and is just getting introduced to it whereas newborns get introduced within 24-48 hours after birth..makes sense it would take her some time to get aquainted with the idea....   She is 4 lbs and 4 ounces.  Big Girl!!  She gets her first round of vaccinations beginning on Saturday - her first shots..yikes!!   Her second eye exam revealed NO rop and NO rp...yippee.....good thing!!  Her first hearing test went well..she hears good!!   Her red blood cell count is good but sometimes she gets behind and needs a transfusion.  She hadn't had one in a long time but had to have one last week....she is doing better now as far as that goes...they are giving her iron but since that constipates her they have to give her suppositories too...poor baby girl...nobody likes those huh?!!   Our church family wanted to provide meals for us....we accepted twice a week...harder to do more than that since we are at the hospital late some nights...but we are sooooo appreciative of the people who have brought us meals so far....Todd & Heather, Dan & Sue and Bryan & Valerie have brought us meals and they have all been great....with leftovers too...thank you soooo much!!!   Nationwide had a rummage sale this last weekend on our behalf that I heard about...I didn't get a chance to make it there but we are also very appreciative of that and the people who put it together...I will be at Nationwide again next week...for a longer time period to see everyone and say thank you in person to the coordinator(s)....I really can't begin to convey all of gratitude we feel for all of you.   Many still send letters, cards, emails, donations, help with household items...etc.....we appreciate it all...most of all your prayers...thank you!   I will send more soon!!  Sorry I have not sent updates more frequently...I am at the hospital more often now with her and that leaves little time at home.....thanks for your patience on emails and pixs...   Love and prayers to you and your families....Kirk and Kimberly